Well, another Sunday afternoon in the dreary winter. I really don’t like winter. Cold weather. Dreary days. I really do think I have that seasonal affective disorder. I long for warm temperatures, longer days, and SUNSHINE. There was a baby shower at church this afternoon. I should have gone, but it just is SO hard. It is not that I am not happy for the couple, I just want it to be my daughter too. When our kids hurt, we hurt. It is so hard to put on a happy face and go to yet another baby shower and hear yet another “in God’s time”. But I know I am blessed. Blessed beyond measure but I still have to ask God why??
Jesus knows me. This I love.